6:19 AM, Saturday, December 19, 2009
okay well
i'm finally back after missing from my blog for ages .
sorry lah :D
SPM ENDED !
you happy , i happy , we happy !
doink ==
did not travel to anyway , because i'm broke ....
HAIYA !
just went to the nearest one - KL .

i woke up early in the morning just to set my curly hair .
hahahaha , but it had became a bunch of rubbish after i slept inside the bus .
duhh = =

went to xxx restaurant to have our lunch .
and and and , the bill is really " heavy " man :0
scared me to the dead !
this is ramen i think ?
erm , i don't like the taste of it ler =S

doink o.o
this is really delicioussssssss !
yum yum !!!
" xiu long bao "

tadaaaa !
my dessert , got mango banana and longan inside !
ermmmm ..
not that bad (:
i miss it so badly ....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
another perfect shot of us .
credit to the photographer .
*_<
so how ?
nice isn't it ?
=D

their X'mas decoration is just so nice !

say thank you to ME ! =D

chang chang chang chang ~
my collection !
newly bought ((((( :
ng seh dak use tim . XD

mommy , daddy and brother also came back from genting .
they're just so annoying !!
especially my brother and mom .
but it's okay , i forgive you mom .
hahahahhahaha !
cause you bought me such big + nice umbrella !
i'm loving it (((( :

doink = =
got logo summore ?
aha !


alright alright .
there's a sad case to announce .
my phone is hospitalizing >.<
it's really having a big problem right now .
T_T
hope it won't cost too much for the repairing fee .


X'mas ?
i guess i will be celebrating it with milo, khai yuet, bao bao and another fren.
i dunno whether they just simply said it or real.
hope i won't be at home on the X'mas eve =)
i want to GO OUT !!
OUT OUT OUT !!
i want to go CLUBBING !!
ehehehehehe ~
who wanna bring me go clubbing ?
barroom , i'm getting nearer to you .
sigh, it's quite sad to say that i've never been there.
what to do ?
i am like a leopard inside the cage.
once i been released, i'll never get inside to the cage anymore !


8:58 PM, Tuesday, December 8, 2009
erm , at least yesterday was a better day .
bout the past , i don't want to say anything more .
just let it past .
hm , happy stuff is still waiting for me .
( :
aiyayaya =X
chemi's paper finally ended , but too bad .
surely failed cause i past up blank paper .
yea , it's totally blank .
i just filled in my angka giliran and past it up .
so what ?
i really don't know how to do at all mar .
=/
cin cai lar .
we spent like half an hour inside the library for doing nothing .
photo shooting and chit-chatting .
XD


nahhh . this was what i read before chemi's paper .
wohoo = =


and i looked too fugly , so dare not show out my real face .
aha !
well well , SPM is almost ended .
just left ONE MORE SUBJECT .
yeahooo ~
that's why everyone of us went MCD yesterday night .
we made a lot of noice and had a lot of fun .
but but but ...
my mom screwed me up and rushed me back like i'm a cinderella .
duhhhh = =
it would be so fun if we can stay up until mid night .
LOL
there were almost 9 of us there i guess .
thim
vincent
vivian
nickie
kimberly
kuan
ning
chee leong
sunny
MCD was like so SESAK larhhh .
ishhhh =/
btw , i enjoyed a lot !!!
really .
*_<

3:04 AM, Monday, December 7, 2009

the best shot of us .
i'm going to do something that i never did in my blog before .
thats i'm going to tell how it goes with my relationship .
in my blog , i'll never talk more about my relationship .
i just don't like to , idk why .
but now , today will the first time and also the last time .
we've officially break up .
he requested to , and i've nothing to do other than accept .
i'm not willing .
cried for the whole night and slept for only 2 hours before exam .
it was expected if i failed my economics .
i didn't really go through all those question , my mind is totally blank .
nothing else , just kept rewinding about yesterday's night incident .
i'm really tired and my eyes looked smaller than usual .
after home i thot everything will be alright , but yet it's just my imagination .
he tried to explain what mistake i've ever done .
he is so fed-up that he couldn't continue anymore .
both of us broke into tears .
31st will be our 1 year anniversary .
1 year aint short at all , i appreciate .
but so sad is we don't even have the chance to celebrate it anymore .
we'll never be friend after this , i'm so sure .
all the promises , all the planning . . .
became wind and flew away just in a second .
everything changed just in a second .
i cried so loud and i bet my mom heard my voice too .
but she never asked me anything and say anything to me .
i guess she know what happened and she is giving me time to calm down .
i'm just so chill now , but why my tears will be dropping down uncontrol ?
i don't want to cry anymore , my eyes really painful and it's hurt .
i don't talk , i don't smile , i don't eat , i don't drink and i don't sleep .
i'm being like a wood-toy sitting in front of the comp day-dream .
there's no reason for me to beg him for being together again .
i know i'm not good enough to be with him .
i always thot i can be understaning and be like how he wish to , but now only i know i didn't change anything since the beginning .
i did the same mistake again and again .
i never appreciate what he gave me and i asked for more and more .
isn't that i should have this kind of punishment ?
" 2 people life back to 1 person life "
it's not easy for me to overcome my previous one .
i used 4 months to forget bout her , how bout him ?
how many hours do i need to overcome this ?

___________________________________________________________________

we met each other with the help of FATE .
from strangers to friend , from friend to couple .
at the beginning we together is not because of we love each other .
its just like coincident , idk how to tell .
a month after we together , it was so unstanble and we nearly break but yet we didn't .
there's a lot of happy memories between us .
he must be the best one i've ever met .
frankly , he don't have handsome face like some of them did .
but what ?
he can think so mature , he can be so loving , he can be so understanding , he can be so caring . . .
if time can turn back to a year ago , i'll appreciate everything .
we started to be so sweet when the trip to clearwater .
you put towel on my nose because of i sneezed non-stop .
you boiled milo for me when i said i'm hungry .
the bday card that i made for you .
the first time we go prom together .
i can't really type it out all .
i think it's enough for the summerizing of the story .
and i hope for a happy ending .
but too bad , God gave a sad ending .
if i was given a chance i don't want everything i just want you .
no no no .
i'm single and alone now .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA




8:04 PM, Saturday, December 5, 2009
it had been ages i didn't update my blog .
sorry lahhhh =X
exam mar !
( nah . its just an bad excuse XD )
well well .
lets see how has i been for the past few weeks bah .
( :
lazy to crap huh ==
still got 3 more paper to go .
siennn lah !
what for SPM need 5 weeks ?
wasted my time only .
used to be so emo recently .
i guess i need mental healing .
HAHAHAHAHA =D
i've been so sick for the whole week .
alehh ~
thats because i didnt take in any rice for almost 3 days .
just ate junk food , bread and mee .
no choice wert . ) :
mom not at home .

___________________________________________________________________

once upon a time ~
i should have post this stack of photos few weeks ago but i didn't .
LOL = = lll


last few week , uhm i think it was before exam started .
went jusco to support vivian and also support ning ning .
whao >.<
i never know that she can draw PRAWN ?!
LMAO

then then then
i found smtg fun over here .
guess what ?
i saw my name !
woo-uhh =D

my new family member .
LOL
i like my bebe bear more .
keke =^^=

* tahhh-da *
show off awhile XD
one of my fav present from sifu .
aww ~
lovely !
but i don't feel like wearing it .
scared i'll lost it , scratch it or dirty it .
) :
SO NICEEE !
love it .

it will be the last time i touch ADD MATHS .
it will never happened for rest of my life .
MUAHAHAHA !
no add maths , happiness here i come ~
i guess i will pass my add maths .
is it ?
=/
at least a PAST mar .

uncle alex , last time atteneded his class dy ler .
) :
i'll be missing him .
or perhaps should be his FOOD ?
sotong , hotdog , sandwish ........
@@

me and fei went up to library once again .
the last time i guess ?
LOL
no chance to go up library anymore ler .
3 more school days left .
T.T

nahh nahh nahh ...
ignore me .
XD
just being insane and take photo in the middle night .
sighhhh
what to do ?
insomnia is hunting for me almost every night .
) :

lastly
dunno WHO-THE-HACK took away my number plate !
@@
ISHHH !
they're too free i think !

this is non edited .
but it look like edited .
kind like artistic isn't it ?
( :
credit to myself bah .
XD
yipppeee ~
will be going to KL for twice after exam .
shop shop shop !!!


i'll go and take off my braces so so soon !
=DD
i'll go and perm my hair so so soon !
=DD
i'll go and buy new clothing so so soon !
=DD
i'll go and eat steamboat so so soon !
=DD

taiwan ?
its getting far and far .
maybe i doesn't belongs to there .
thats why they don't let me to go
)':
if i've to give up on my dream , what else i can do ?
* pray hard *




10:52 PM, Tuesday, December 1, 2009

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