9:08 AM, Friday, November 26, 2010

* count count *
how many months I've actually been here ?
it's almost 3 months isn't it ?
time flies .
true !
I just can't believe that I left my family for 3 months
I miss them
I miss my home and my friends in Msia .
btw , where's my boyfriend ?
Everyone is missing their boyfriend , but what about me ?
where's mine ?
lol
still searching , seaching !
oh well
Almost all of us went for Desmond's bday bash last Friday
as usual , sing k when there's bday celebration
it's like custom in Taiwan ?

this is the so-called VIP room :)

and this is gonna be how we look like when their graduation show !
* tension tension *
=P
march 2011
OH-MY-GOD
It's like just around the corner !
but I don't really like it because I look kinda old & fierce with that make up
-.-
aiyoya

let's talk about our presentation ! =D
it's finally end , for me I can still do better than this but whatever la ..
at least I've tried my best even thou I'm the worst among them -.-

I adore them
SUPERB , the best word to describe ! =D
everything perfect until I can't stop " WOW -ing " here " WOW - ing" there -.-

we didn't really take a lot of photo after the show =(

BUT , we took quite a lot of pics with my cam =)
nice shoot !!!
* chi chak chi chak *

I love my style of that day
I look super duper awesome with that make up on !
=D
nah nah nah ~

LOOK !
that's the difference between make up and without make up
aiya
not really big difference isn't it ?
=p

NAH !
PINK DAY !! =D

♥

every Wednesday will be pink day for us !
excited .. =)

every class need to take part in singing competition
and so yea so do our class =)
it's fun although we didn't get any prize .

look carefully , this girl , yes this girl !
do we look alike ?!
most of them say YES =D
LMAO
we've the same smile . =)

____________________________________________________________________

George Low

He is somebody to me , but now we're nobody to each other )=
It's hurt to say GOODBYE before there's a HELLO for us .
I can say that , I'm truly in love with him ..
My heart melts when I saw him smile =)
He got the brightest smile in the world .
He's somebody with special personality that attracts me so much
but what ?
GOD is fooling with me
He let us fell in love again but he don't even give us a chance to be together ..
ARE YOU FOOLING ME , GOD ?
no matter how hard I'm not willing to let go
still I've to let go
because there isn't true love in this world ?
no idea ..
hmmm
I miss you )'=
I miss those moment we talked , we laughed and we say ..
" I love you , lou po "
" I love you too , be "
there'll never be chance like this anymore
anyhow , I appreciate time we spend together although it's only that short =')

9:48 PM, Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Thursday

My pendrive is officially gone >.<

I want it back !

okay , I can only blame myself for being blur

All my photos gone

All my memories gone

YEARS

GONE !

i cried for the whole night

calling back to Msia

I guess

mommy must be worried shit

I thot I could just get over those problem

but until yesterday only I realized I can't !

I miss my home

I miss mommy

I wanna go home

5:48 AM, Friday, October 29, 2010

Hi blogger
my blog is like dead and then come alive again
=P
okay
this time I'm going to update you
a week ago I was complaining about the hot weather
but a week after I'm complaining about the cold weather
* shivering *
it's too cold for me as I don't have any thick outfit
ma de -.-
I should buy it last week or perhaps last last week
but now can't buy dy , cause I'm broke
so so broke
hahaha
yam gong
good lo
time to learn something new
" TAHAN ANGIN "
LMAO
shit kaw kaw =p
alright back to point
I was sick since last week
until now , today

my favorite herbs " pei pa gou "
=D
I wasn't completely recovered yet
ahhh FML for being so weak )=

the best dinner I had over here
thanks to our class teacher for bringing us for 5 stars hotel for dinner
* urhhmm yam yam *

and
IT'S HALLOWEEN !
27th of Oct :)

the winner of the day =S
this make up used up 3.5 hours
believe it or not ?
I suppose to finish my lunch , but because of he was sitting in front of me .....
hahahaha
he looked too DISGUSTING !
=.=

I like this one the most =D
oh ya , before the Halloween party started
me and domi went to our new friend's place
awesome awesome !
they're really nice
simply nice
I can just kick off every single problem that bothered me when I be with them

opss the sleeping beauty
=D

waw
and there's the second one !

taaadaaa *
and of course there's the third one !
LMAO

the only thing I like it over here when it's spring is
I don't need to abuse to sunlight AND
I can wear like no one cares
YAY !
:P

I can never wear like this in MALAYSIA
but in TAIWAN , yes I CAN !
LOL

and from a normal people , I turned into an OKU
WTH
=.=
everyone looks scary but why mine looks funny ha ?
tell me !
=.= Zzzzzzzz

everyone is not staying in hostel tomorrow night
they will be going to TAIPEI
but I'm not going
how sad )=
I haven't been there before
so when will I be going ?
ahhhhh I wonder ....
:)

6:18 PM, Sunday, September 26, 2010

my fans are all back ?

lmao

gonna update something about my Taichung trip but not now

perhaps later

oh lame

yea I know

-_______________-

srsly , 2 hours of sleep is not enough for me !

I'm still feeling dizzy even thou I'm already inside the school

time passing so slow

wondering can it be a lil bit faster ?

his face just can't stop appearing in my mind

damit

no , tarot said no .

5:51 AM, Friday, September 24, 2010

today , 24th of September .
again
I feels like giving up
again
I feels like going back to M'sia
again
I hate uni life
again
I realized life isn't as simple as I thot
again
I know I got no choice and yea that's I've to stay
again
I'm homesick
yea , I miss mommy )=
okay
I came here actually just to learn some skills , but it seems like I'm doing some extra stuff other than that
we gonna study history ?
we gonna study english ?
we gonna study maths ?
eh helloooooooo
pointless la right -.-
BUT
can anyone tell me why I'll need to sweep all the leaves in the badminton court all by my own yet others are working on a team ?!
it's alright if it's not sunny
but please , think la my beloved school
I'm just a girl
and you call me to clean the whole big stupid badminton court ?!
it's WINDY , SUNNY and HOT !
and now I'm tanned
so so so tanned
trust me , I never look so " dull " for my 18 years !
fark you stupid school
I told myself I've to bear everything since this is my choice
so , I've over come it and that's all for my day .
applause for myself !
:)
btw , my Taichung's one day trip
canceled ):
awwww !
I WANT TO GO !

4:36 AM, Wednesday, September 22, 2010

oh hi , I'm finally back again .
Imma gonna update my first post about my new life in Taiwan .
somehow I guess no one will really come and read my blog after I abandoned it for ages .
ohh hor sorry bloggie )=
okay well well
I've my happiest time with Jesse for only around 1 weeks .
We're not couple , but we're in love for urhm ?
how many days ?
I've no idea .
no point telling things about him .
We're all over now .
He got his new girlf and I got my new life .
He moved on , and I've to .
I don't know what is in his mind at all .
but I'm gonna thanks him for giving me good memories before I left .
well this is the only photo with him , Jesse .

the first and also last present from him .
hahaha
my fav toy !
PIGLETTTTTT !!
no matter what had you did , still I'll appreciate this because I truly like it :)

this is nice .
BBQ and also steamboat , but it's a lil bit expansive .
ahh I think around 43 bucks per person .

my new taiwanese gang :)
they're just so friendly , nah even better than our own malaysian srsly !

oh yea , it's mooncake festival .
hello today right ?
yes , today !
but I don't feel any diff thou , because I've been staying in hostel room for more than 24 hours .
TMD -.-

mine , I really can't finish up 6 of them .
So I guess I'm gonna throw them away .
SORRY !
I don't want to )=
but , just I got no choice marrrrrr ..

my school , my beloved school .
No , I don't really like this school .
IT'S TOO BIG !
fark
I used up half an hour just to find that what farking Gym room .
luckily I can still hold back my tears , or else srsly I'm gonna cry out .
I miss mommy )'=
what to do , it's just the beginning .
no matter how hard it is , still I'll need to stay until I graduate .