life is going on

2010-11-26T09:08:00.000-08:00

* count count *
how many months I've actually been here ?
it's almost 3 months isn't it ?
time flies .
true !
I just can't believe that I left my family for 3 months
I miss them
I miss my home and my friends in Msia .
btw , where's my boyfriend ?
Everyone is missing their boyfriend , but what about me ?
where's mine ?
lol
still searching , seaching !
oh well
Almost all of us went for Desmond's bday bash last Friday
as usual , sing k when there's bday celebration
it's like custom in Taiwan ?

this is the so-called VIP room :)

and this is gonna be how we look like when their graduation show !
* tension tension *
=P
march 2011
OH-MY-GOD
It's like just around the corner !
but I don't really like it because I look kinda old & fierce with that make up
-.-
aiyoya

let's talk about our presentation ! =D
it's finally end , for me I can still do better than this but whatever la ..
at least I've tried my best even thou I'm the worst among them -.-

I adore them
SUPERB , the best word to describe ! =D
everything perfect until I can't stop " WOW -ing " here " WOW - ing" there -.-

we didn't really take a lot of photo after the show =(

BUT , we took quite a lot of pics with my cam =)
nice shoot !!!
* chi chak chi chak *

I love my style of that day
I look super duper awesome with that make up on !
=D
nah nah nah ~

LOOK !
that's the difference between make up and without make up
aiya
not really big difference isn't it ?
=p

NAH !
PINK DAY !! =D

♥

every Wednesday will be pink day for us !
excited .. =)

every class need to take part in singing competition
and so yea so do our class =)
it's fun although we didn't get any prize .

look carefully , this girl , yes this girl !
do we look alike ?!
most of them say YES =D
LMAO
we've the same smile . =)

____________________________________________________________________

George Low

He is somebody to me , but now we're nobody to each other )=
It's hurt to say GOODBYE before there's a HELLO for us .
I can say that , I'm truly in love with him ..
My heart melts when I saw him smile =)
He got the brightest smile in the world .
He's somebody with special personality that attracts me so much
but what ?
GOD is fooling with me
He let us fell in love again but he don't even give us a chance to be together ..
ARE YOU FOOLING ME , GOD ?
no matter how hard I'm not willing to let go
still I've to let go
because there isn't true love in this world ?
no idea ..
hmmm
I miss you )'=
I miss those moment we talked , we laughed and we say ..
" I love you , lou po "
" I love you too , be "
there'll never be chance like this anymore
anyhow , I appreciate time we spend together although it's only that short =')

2010-11-03T21:48:00.000-07:00

Thursday

My pendrive is officially gone >.<

I want it back !

okay , I can only blame myself for being blur

All my photos gone

All my memories gone

YEARS

GONE !

i cried for the whole night

calling back to Msia

I guess

mommy must be worried shit

I thot I could just get over those problem

but until yesterday only I realized I can't !

I miss my home

I miss mommy

I wanna go home

2010-10-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hi blogger
my blog is like dead and then come alive again
=P
okay
this time I'm going to update you
a week ago I was complaining about the hot weather
but a week after I'm complaining about the cold weather
* shivering *
it's too cold for me as I don't have any thick outfit
ma de -.-
I should buy it last week or perhaps last last week
but now can't buy dy , cause I'm broke
so so broke
hahaha
yam gong
good lo
time to learn something new
" TAHAN ANGIN "
LMAO
shit kaw kaw =p
alright back to point
I was sick since last week
until now , today

my favorite herbs " pei pa gou "
=D
I wasn't completely recovered yet
ahhh FML for being so weak )=

the best dinner I had over here
thanks to our class teacher for bringing us for 5 stars hotel for dinner
* urhhmm yam yam *

and
IT'S HALLOWEEN !
27th of Oct :)

the winner of the day =S
this make up used up 3.5 hours
believe it or not ?
I suppose to finish my lunch , but because of he was sitting in front of me .....
hahahaha
he looked too DISGUSTING !
=.=

I like this one the most =D
oh ya , before the Halloween party started
me and domi went to our new friend's place
awesome awesome !
they're really nice
simply nice
I can just kick off every single problem that bothered me when I be with them
opss the sleeping beauty
=D

waw
and there's the second one !

taaadaaa *
and of course there's the third one !
LMAO

the only thing I like it over here when it's spring is
I don't need to abuse to sunlight AND
I can wear like no one cares
YAY !
:P

I can never wear like this in MALAYSIA
but in TAIWAN , yes I CAN !
LOL

and from a normal people , I turned into an OKU
WTH
=.=
everyone looks scary but why mine looks funny ha ?
tell me !
=.= Zzzzzzzz

everyone is not staying in hostel tomorrow night
they will be going to TAIPEI
but I'm not going
how sad )=
I haven't been there before
so when will I be going ?
ahhhhh I wonder ....
:)

2010-09-26T18:18:00.000-07:00

my fans are all back ?

lmao

gonna update something about my Taichung trip but not now

perhaps later

oh lame

yea I know

-_______________-

srsly , 2 hours of sleep is not enough for me !

I'm still feeling dizzy even thou I'm already inside the school

time passing so slow

wondering can it be a lil bit faster ?

his face just can't stop appearing in my mind

damit

no , tarot said no .

2010-09-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

today , 24th of September .
again
I feels like giving up
again
I feels like going back to M'sia
again
I hate uni life
again
I realized life isn't as simple as I thot
again
I know I got no choice and yea that's I've to stay
again
I'm homesick
yea , I miss mommy )=
okay
I came here actually just to learn some skills , but it seems like I'm doing some extra stuff other than that
we gonna study history ?
we gonna study english ?
we gonna study maths ?
eh helloooooooo
pointless la right -.-
BUT
can anyone tell me why I'll need to sweep all the leaves in the badminton court all by my own yet others are working on a team ?!
it's alright if it's not sunny
but please , think la my beloved school
I'm just a girl
and you call me to clean the whole big stupid badminton court ?!
it's WINDY , SUNNY and HOT !
and now I'm tanned
so so so tanned
trust me , I never look so " dull " for my 18 years !
fark you stupid school
I told myself I've to bear everything since this is my choice
so , I've over come it and that's all for my day .
applause for myself !
:)
btw , my Taichung's one day trip
canceled ):
awwww !
I WANT TO GO !

2010-09-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

oh hi , I'm finally back again .
Imma gonna update my first post about my new life in Taiwan .
somehow I guess no one will really come and read my blog after I abandoned it for ages .
ohh hor sorry bloggie )=
okay well well
I've my happiest time with Jesse for only around 1 weeks .
We're not couple , but we're in love for urhm ?
how many days ?
I've no idea .
no point telling things about him .
We're all over now .
He got his new girlf and I got my new life .
He moved on , and I've to .
I don't know what is in his mind at all .
but I'm gonna thanks him for giving me good memories before I left .
well this is the only photo with him , Jesse .

the first and also last present from him .
hahaha
my fav toy !
PIGLETTTTTT !!
no matter what had you did , still I'll appreciate this because I truly like it :)

this is nice .
BBQ and also steamboat , but it's a lil bit expansive .
ahh I think around 43 bucks per person .

my new taiwanese gang :)
they're just so friendly , nah even better than our own malaysian srsly !

oh yea , it's mooncake festival .
hello today right ?
yes , today !
but I don't feel any diff thou , because I've been staying in hostel room for more than 24 hours .
TMD -.-

mine , I really can't finish up 6 of them .
So I guess I'm gonna throw them away .
SORRY !
I don't want to )=
but , just I got no choice marrrrrr ..

my school , my beloved school .
No , I don't really like this school .
IT'S TOO BIG !
fark
I used up half an hour just to find that what farking Gym room .
luckily I can still hold back my tears , or else srsly I'm gonna cry out .
I miss mommy )'=
what to do , it's just the beginning .
no matter how hard it is , still I'll need to stay until I graduate .

2010-08-24T03:23:00.000-07:00

telling myself that I don't love him anymore
telling myself that he isn't mine anymore
telling myself that I will never have him anymore
telling myself that he don't love me anymore
telling myself that he is not my Mr Right
telling myself that he is not going to hug me anymore
BUT is there anyone could able to tell me
WHY IS IT DOESN'T WORK AT ALL ?!
)':

2010-08-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

people used to ask me " how are you "

what I can answer is only " ohhh I'm fine "
but in fact I'm not that * fine *
I feels so lonely for this few weeks
FML
the one that I had a crush on , guess what ?
he got a girlf dy
I'm wonderinggggggg why lah -.-
perhaps I'm not the one he wanted for bah .
lol
I went to a new pub yesterday night
although I just been there for around one and half an hour
but it's awesome
people around there are friendly enough
included the bossssyyyy :D
the one with specs is the boss of hades .
COOOOOOLLLLL uh ? XD

looking forward to my farewell gathering
It'll be a awesome one , right ? (:
hopefullllyyyy ler .

whoootts !

2010-08-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

Only 25 days left if I'm not mistaken .
I still haven't completely meeting everyone of them
ohhhhh ya !
I just got my new notebook today .
ASUS <3
luckily it's not whole thing black in colour
urhmmm it's like metallic black .
quite cool thou (:
I've no idea is it because of I'm leaving soon
my mood getting down down down
no mood to do anything
ohhhh perhaps
I should admit that I'm so sick of my current life
don't even want to wait to have my new life over there
wellllllll
I had a crush on a guy
srsly I like him a lot but it's not gonna happen like being together ):
didn't receive even a single msg from him for the ONE WHOLE WEEK !
ohhhhhhh WTF
alrightttt
I just dunno what to update about my blog
so yea it's just a piece of crap
lmao

2010-06-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

it had been almost a week we're staying here .

urhm

nothing much special .

just went somewhere like chinatown , zoo of s'pore & orchard road .

The place that I love the most will definitely be ORCHARD ROAD .

S'pore is having great sale , but too bad ...

I'm poor )=

I can't get to buy any branded stuff !

ZARA GUESS MANGO PRADA BEBE

bla bla bla

IF I'm working over here I would had shop until my leg broke !

LMAO !

my poor cousie was sick throughout the trip

awwwwwwwwwww

I'm online using my daddy's laptop

FACEBOOK hang like no ones care >.<

line is soooooooooo slowwwwwwwww due to what reason , I wonder ?

I got thousands taughts in my mind right now , but I've no idea what to type .

haha
WTF

this trip is so imperfect lo .

I've forgot to bring a lot of things . ==

I brought my newly camera here but I'VE FORGOT ABOUT IT'S CHARGER

then , I BOUGHT NOT ENOUGHT CLOTHING

jiak sai lo ! >.<

alright ..

clever la right ?

I don't know why I will forget this & forget that .

sigh ..

keep walking for this whole week is torturing for all of us .

TRUE .

I feels like my leg is no longer belongs to me dy .

pain pain o ! T____T

I did snapped some photos with my camera & phone but I DIDN'T BRING MY CABLE .

ahhhh !

screw me >.<

sooooooooooooooooooo

will upload photos for the next post !

going to zzzzzzzzzz now =D

ciaoz peeps !

2010-06-02T00:51:00.000-07:00

lets count how many months I didn't update my blog .
=D
Guess should be some couple months ago since my last update .
anyway
not really gonna update so much about me .
nothing much happen .
oh ya
my form 6 life is really awesome .

knowing a lot of new friends & enjoy mom's home-made breakfast ect .
but their subject is quite bored for me =/
who cares right :D
I'm going to leave soon .
* yawwwwnnnnn *
8th of September )'=
my life for now is consider stable
I'm studying and having a part time job as an art teacher .
thou I'm not highly paid , but at least I enjoy teaching them
They're just sooooo cute !

I love both of these sisters the most , aren't they cute ? (=
urhmmm
dad bought me a camera :D
it is freaking nice .
I don't really remember it's full name .
guess it's olympus pen !
haahahha nice one
I can take a lot of photos when the time I visit to S'pore for this coming holiday !
oh yea =D
srsly I am so obsessed with 2 dramas recently
I'm trying so hard to finish them asap .
I don't even have the mood to complete my homework .
LOL

but too bad )=
It's only Season one .
waiting so hard for season ttttttwwwwwoooooo !!!!
how many days do i need to wait ?

aharh !
and there's another one . (=
watching this will made me feels like getting married !
so nice so nice !
I want him to be mine =D
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me .
I love everyone .
I love Stafen I love Damon and I love him too .
Can anyone please tell me why there's so many gorgeous guy in this world but none of them belongs to me ?
LMAO
I must be dreaming again .
XD
ciaoz
It's time to continue my vampire diaries !
wait for my next update ! :D

2010-03-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

my first-ever-rose in my life .
lol
nothing much to comment about it .
=X

it's still alive when i got it , but it's half-dead now .
): ): ):

OMG OMG OMG i love this photo !

2010-03-30T03:39:00.000-07:00

my blog is dead my blog is dead ! =S
i seldom view my blog nowadays and i don't care about it like how i used to be last time .
alahhhhh .
i am lazy , yes i admit . (X
but idk why all of sudden i got the motivation to update my blog .
lol
okay , lets talk about my last hols .
i went to sunway pyramid caused dad booked 3 rooms over there .
we were all together 10 adults + 8 children .
* kill me *
the hotel room was just too awesome , but the trip just okay okay for me .
=S
aint perfect at all .
i had turned into a personal-tour-guide & baby-sitter at the same time !
* yawn *

i rate their hotel suite for 8/10
room is big enough , toilet is clean enough , air-cond is cold enough
and bla bla bla >.<
and also the PRICE IS KAW KAW enough !
lol
i heard from dad it cost 600 ++ per night .
what a good place for married couple or just couple to do their BIG STUFF over there . hahahahahaha !

and yes yes yes !
this made all those lil kids shouting like mad >.<
because they can running in and out like 1634576564 times !
and i was like == * oh wtf , the door is here and i know i will never get good sleep for the whole night .
omg omg

enjoying the nice scenery wif my leg putting on the sofa ;D
enjoyyyy *
lol

i saw this when i went shopping wif inn shen .
he pointed at the shirt and i was like WOW !
sugar sugar <3

and yea , my baby jun jun !
he was just so cute as he dressed up like a cow .
big eyes boy , i'm jealous !

the second day was so so so killing me >.<
all of them that are staying near pyramid are not around !
i called up almost everyone of them , but ... sigh =/
so i just gotta bring my uncle to try on KTM as his children never try that before . ==lll

WOW WEE WAA WOO !!
@@

nice shot !
but you look emo , yang ):

the gor gor , (:

* pinch pinch *
why showed me lan c face huh ?
;p

2010-03-05T02:05:00.000-08:00

first of all , i'm going to say " CONGRATULATION " to my dear Fei .
because she past her driving exam !
but , WTF wei .
you past your exam , then you should treat us lunch wert . )=
but you didn't !
cheeeeeehhhh =/
we went to the new cafe opposite our ex-school .
LOL
capucino cafe AKA inn cafe .
@@
2 thumbs up for the food and service . ;DDD
here comes some pictures .

our messy table .
and yes , we ate a lot !
hahaha .

opssssss ! =X
somebody 's image has been broken by ME ME ME !
MUAHAHAHAHAHA !

such an idiot smile .
phew

nahhhh ....
the bill ==
torn into two parts because some inmature children were fighting for the bill ..
sighhhh ~
what 's the purpose lea ?
BY THE WAY , LOOK !
IT'S 21 , i means the number of the table !
ROLF

and lastly , photo that was actually took by MISS FEI .
not too nice but not too bad .
=/
just so random .
ahaha .
vincent is just acting like a shy guy which he is actually not shy at all .
said dy wert , HE JUST ACT AND IN FACT HE IS NOT !
muahahahahaha !
* hope i won't get killed by him after this post XD *

this is not a good movie tho .
)=
it's so boring .
ewwww , and my daniel wu not the main actor of this movie also .
CHEHHHH !

* heart beat getting faster *
AAAHHHHH !!!!!!!
my dream man forever ;DDDDD
* blush *
nyeeee ~
LOL

ohh ya ohh ya .
the silver one is MISS FEI and the gold one belongs to me !
ehehehe (=
we bought the same shoes !
because we're sista , right fei ?
;DD

2010-03-04T08:41:00.000-08:00

My blog is finally alive after two months !
sorry blog )=
i didn't meant to abandoned you for such long .
AHAHAHA !
anyway , there's a lot of changes within this two months .
It's like lost & found .
I lost smtg and i found smth .
AND YEA !!
my new year just can be describe by a word - SUCKS !
it's really sucks !
there's too much of updates from me but i've no idea where should i start my post .
NAHHHH
girls , don't say that my blog is dead anymore because it's ALIVE !
hohohoho ;D
hols is coming soon , how's plan ?
KL pyramid again with a bunch of monkeys .
* yawn *
wasted !

I've been going out everyday everyday everyday .
and of course la , mom ngi ngi ngum ngum everyday everyday everyday ALSO !
==lll

P/s : will update my blog soon but not now ! AHA !

2010-01-17T22:09:00.000-08:00

RM55

麂皮绒面料+绒毛(优质加厚面料)
尺寸:
前面的绒毛仿真度很高，超柔软很舒服
单肩/斜跨/手提3way包
灰色/咖啡/粉色

S$19.43

Category : Dress

Colour : Rose red

Material : Cotton

Size : Free Size

Bust : 68 ~ 88cm

Length : 74cm

i want them all )=
can i ?

2010-01-14T00:55:00.000-08:00

Rojak & Remix
well ..
actually most of those photo were taken long time ago but i still haven't upload it yet .
so now i gonna upload all of them !
Zzzz ~
LOL

that time i went golf club with vivian & her brother & minami .
4 of us went there .
but just 2 of them played .
idk how to play golf at all wert ==

that's why i was the one who help to take care of bagssss .
number 5 !
aha ~ but i want number 21st !

my bebe is the one who will be with me till the end .
=(
my bear from him .

tadaddaaa ~
my brother is now officially a secondary school boy , but he still look so childish .
form 1 ?
doesn't look like at all !
he is getting darker isn't it ?

this is how i pass my life ~
watch watch watch for the whole day ~
Zzzz ..
sien !

that day i went for lunch with yih , then her brother fat hao so i took a photo of him .
not bad wert , quite leng zai ma !
XD

this one ! ==
we sweat like hell when saw this ..
first time saw a van driver that's so pro !
how come the head of the van is sticking with the wall ?
>.<

guess what ?
i cut all my toe nails le. XD
too bad one of it gone to somewhere else that's why just 9 of it .
hahahahaha !

yesterday me & vivian decided to bake CUPCAKES .
so we searched for the easiest recipe .

we put too much of dough that's why it doesn't look like cupcakes .
but they taste like muffin !!

dang dang dang dang ~
LOL
hou yok suen i know ==

but after decorated also not that bad jek .
but they taste too sweet !
) :

i cut my hand yesterday night .
Zzzzzz
another scar ..
phew ~

16th will be poee b'day .
17th will be mine .
how i wish that he will be here too .
) :
yea lar , when i was dreaming that time lo .
= =

2010-01-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

i found that this is not bad tho ( :
can anyone just get me either one of it ?
hahaha .
it's already enoughhhh ! =DD

today i went for badminton with shin yih and her japanese girl .
oh dear , she look alike with my darl 610 !!!
look really alike okay ==
she's so cuteeeee !
and sorry lar i couldn't remember her name .
i saw her phone ...
it's pink in colour and it's so so so so so nice !!
but i think it's only available in japan ?
idk ) :

2010-01-06T06:59:00.000-08:00

i'll not be updating my blog in a short while .
cause i've like nothing to update about my life .
it just so random and perhaps boring ?
LOL
alright , whatsoever .
i'm trying so hard to fill up my daily activities .
next sunday , who wanna date me out ?
please don't dump me alone on my 18th lar wei ... = (
anyway , i'm back to single life .
:P
oh yea , recently fall in love once again with westlife's song .
nice to hear (:
their lyrics voice out my thought .

westlife - all or nothing

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
Bit something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not
fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you cN see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

2009-12-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

okay well
i'm finally back after missing from my blog for ages .
sorry lah :D
SPM ENDED !
you happy , i happy , we happy !
doink ==
did not travel to anyway , because i'm broke ....
HAIYA !
just went to the nearest one - KL .

i woke up early in the morning just to set my curly hair .
hahahaha , but it had became a bunch of rubbish after i slept inside the bus .
duhh = =

went to xxx restaurant to have our lunch .
and and and , the bill is really " heavy " man :0
scared me to the dead !
this is ramen i think ?
erm , i don't like the taste of it ler =S

doink o.o
this is really delicioussssssss !
yum yum !!!
" xiu long bao "

tadaaaa !
my dessert , got mango banana and longan inside !
ermmmm ..
not that bad (:
i miss it so badly ....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
another perfect shot of us .
credit to the photographer .
*_<
so how ?
nice isn't it ?
=D

their X'mas decoration is just so nice !

say thank you to ME ! =D

chang chang chang chang ~
my collection !
newly bought ((((( :
ng seh dak use tim . XD

mommy , daddy and brother also came back from genting .
they're just so annoying !!
especially my brother and mom .
but it's okay , i forgive you mom .
hahahahhahaha !
cause you bought me such big + nice umbrella !
i'm loving it (((( :

doink = =
got logo summore ?
aha !

alright alright .
there's a sad case to announce .
my phone is hospitalizing >.<
it's really having a big problem right now .
T_T
hope it won't cost too much for the repairing fee .

X'mas ?
i guess i will be celebrating it with milo, khai yuet, bao bao and another fren.
i dunno whether they just simply said it or real.
hope i won't be at home on the X'mas eve =)
i want to GO OUT !!
OUT OUT OUT !!
i want to go CLUBBING !!
ehehehehehe ~
who wanna bring me go clubbing ?
barroom , i'm getting nearer to you .
sigh, it's quite sad to say that i've never been there.
what to do ?
i am like a leopard inside the cage.
once i been released, i'll never get inside to the cage anymore !

2009-12-08T20:58:00.000-08:00

erm , at least yesterday was a better day .
bout the past , i don't want to say anything more .
just let it past .
hm , happy stuff is still waiting for me .
( :
aiyayaya =X
chemi's paper finally ended , but too bad .
surely failed cause i past up blank paper .
yea , it's totally blank .
i just filled in my angka giliran and past it up .
so what ?
i really don't know how to do at all mar .
=/
cin cai lar .
we spent like half an hour inside the library for doing nothing .
photo shooting and chit-chatting .
XD

nahhh . this was what i read before chemi's paper .
wohoo = =

and i looked too fugly , so dare not show out my real face .
aha !
well well , SPM is almost ended .
just left ONE MORE SUBJECT .
yeahooo ~
that's why everyone of us went MCD yesterday night .
we made a lot of noice and had a lot of fun .
but but but ...
my mom screwed me up and rushed me back like i'm a cinderella .
duhhhh = =
it would be so fun if we can stay up until mid night .
LOL
there were almost 9 of us there i guess .
thim
vincent
vivian
nickie
kimberly
kuan
ning
chee leong
sunny
MCD was like so SESAK larhhh .
ishhhh =/
btw , i enjoyed a lot !!!
really .
*_<

2009-12-07T03:04:00.000-08:00

the best shot of us .

i'm going to do something that i never did in my blog before .
thats i'm going to tell how it goes with my relationship .
in my blog , i'll never talk more about my relationship .
i just don't like to , idk why .
but now , today will the first time and also the last time .
we've officially break up .
he requested to , and i've nothing to do other than accept .
i'm not willing .
cried for the whole night and slept for only 2 hours before exam .
it was expected if i failed my economics .
i didn't really go through all those question , my mind is totally blank .
nothing else , just kept rewinding about yesterday's night incident .
i'm really tired and my eyes looked smaller than usual .
after home i thot everything will be alright , but yet it's just my imagination .
he tried to explain what mistake i've ever done .
he is so fed-up that he couldn't continue anymore .
both of us broke into tears .
31st will be our 1 year anniversary .
1 year aint short at all , i appreciate .
but so sad is we don't even have the chance to celebrate it anymore .
we'll never be friend after this , i'm so sure .
all the promises , all the planning . . .
became wind and flew away just in a second .
everything changed just in a second .
i cried so loud and i bet my mom heard my voice too .
but she never asked me anything and say anything to me .
i guess she know what happened and she is giving me time to calm down .
i'm just so chill now , but why my tears will be dropping down uncontrol ?
i don't want to cry anymore , my eyes really painful and it's hurt .
i don't talk , i don't smile , i don't eat , i don't drink and i don't sleep .
i'm being like a wood-toy sitting in front of the comp day-dream .
there's no reason for me to beg him for being together again .
i know i'm not good enough to be with him .
i always thot i can be understaning and be like how he wish to , but now only i know i didn't change anything since the beginning .
i did the same mistake again and again .
i never appreciate what he gave me and i asked for more and more .
isn't that i should have this kind of punishment ?
" 2 people life back to 1 person life "
it's not easy for me to overcome my previous one .
i used 4 months to forget bout her , how bout him ?
how many hours do i need to overcome this ?

___________________________________________________________________

we met each other with the help of FATE .
from strangers to friend , from friend to couple .
at the beginning we together is not because of we love each other .
its just like coincident , idk how to tell .
a month after we together , it was so unstanble and we nearly break but yet we didn't .
there's a lot of happy memories between us .
he must be the best one i've ever met .
frankly , he don't have handsome face like some of them did .
but what ?
he can think so mature , he can be so loving , he can be so understanding , he can be so caring . . .
if time can turn back to a year ago , i'll appreciate everything .
we started to be so sweet when the trip to clearwater .
you put towel on my nose because of i sneezed non-stop .
you boiled milo for me when i said i'm hungry .
the bday card that i made for you .
the first time we go prom together .
i can't really type it out all .
i think it's enough for the summerizing of the story .
and i hope for a happy ending .
but too bad , God gave a sad ending .
if i was given a chance i don't want everything i just want you .
no no no .
i'm single and alone now .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-12-05T20:04:00.000-08:00

it had been ages i didn't update my blog .
sorry lahhhh =X
exam mar !
( nah . its just an bad excuse XD )
well well .
lets see how has i been for the past few weeks bah .
( :
lazy to crap huh ==
still got 3 more paper to go .
siennn lah !
what for SPM need 5 weeks ?
wasted my time only .
used to be so emo recently .
i guess i need mental healing .
HAHAHAHAHA =D
i've been so sick for the whole week .
alehh ~
thats because i didnt take in any rice for almost 3 days .
just ate junk food , bread and mee .
no choice wert . ) :
mom not at home .

___________________________________________________________________

once upon a time ~
i should have post this stack of photos few weeks ago but i didn't .
LOL = = lll

last few week , uhm i think it was before exam started .
went jusco to support vivian and also support ning ning .
whao >.<
i never know that she can draw PRAWN ?!
LMAO

then then then
i found smtg fun over here .
guess what ?
i saw my name !
woo-uhh =D

my new family member .
LOL
i like my bebe bear more .
keke =^^=

* tahhh-da *
show off awhile XD
one of my fav present from sifu .
aww ~
lovely !
but i don't feel like wearing it .
scared i'll lost it , scratch it or dirty it .
) :
SO NICEEE !
love it .

it will be the last time i touch ADD MATHS .
it will never happened for rest of my life .
MUAHAHAHA !
no add maths , happiness here i come ~
i guess i will pass my add maths .
is it ?
=/
at least a PAST mar .

uncle alex , last time atteneded his class dy ler .
) :
i'll be missing him .
or perhaps should be his FOOD ?
sotong , hotdog , sandwish ........
@@

me and fei went up to library once again .
the last time i guess ?
LOL
no chance to go up library anymore ler .
3 more school days left .
T.T

nahh nahh nahh ...
ignore me .
XD
just being insane and take photo in the middle night .
sighhhh
what to do ?
insomnia is hunting for me almost every night .
) :

lastly
dunno WHO-THE-HACK took away my number plate !
@@
ISHHH !
they're too free i think !

this is non edited .
but it look like edited .
kind like artistic isn't it ?
( :
credit to myself bah .
XD
yipppeee ~
will be going to KL for twice after exam .
shop shop shop !!!

i'll go and take off my braces so so soon !
=DD
i'll go and perm my hair so so soon !
=DD
i'll go and buy new clothing so so soon !
=DD
i'll go and eat steamboat so so soon !
=DD

taiwan ?
its getting far and far .
maybe i doesn't belongs to there .
thats why they don't let me to go
)':
if i've to give up on my dream , what else i can do ?
* pray hard *

2009-12-01T22:52:00.000-08:00

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which one i should choose ?
tell me tell me .
) ;
dilemma dy lar !

2009-11-11T01:23:00.000-08:00

LOL
here it goes ^^
number 7 and 8
= =
HAHAHAHAHA

uhmm , my sweetheart went to genting dy .
but anyway i'm not missing her tho .
as long as i'm holding the car's key , money and OIL .
is already more than enough .
hate to drive home ><
always let ppl horned !
horned what 7 wor ><
ish !
they are so brainlessssssss !
grrrhhhh ~

my NAME TAG so special .
HAHAHAHAHA
PINK in colour with a small little heartie up there .
awww , so sweet !
(:
SPM is counting down and i'm still sitting in front of the comp .
tell me what to do ?
i did the correct choice .
because i went to school today ^^
i love my class a lot .
T.T
i'll be missing them so much .

2009-11-10T06:49:00.000-08:00

i am studying .
yes , i did .
but just for awhile .
haha , i admit i can't really look at the book for more than an hour .
i will get bored to it so so fast .
=X
sorry thim thim .
SPM go away !!
shoo shoo shoo !!
btw , i'm going to school tomorrow .
and someone is leaving tomorrow too .
siggghhh .
again , yea again = =
and WTF ?
i've to drive to school and also tuition .
that's not any big deal for me , but parking .
hm . . .
skip it .
my L word , finally i got it back from vincent .
alahh , he borrowed my L word for such long time but he told me that he don't like it .
ishhhh wth ?
:P
i love season 2 the most .
=^^=
shane shane shane !

after my form 5 , i also dunno when i'll be using it again ler .
i call IT " shawn "
HAHAHAHA
why ?
because this was bought by shawn .
lame right ?
i know .
so , skip it .

that day i knocked something else but it was still not as serious as now .
but after that day , hein ..
=(
then became like this dy , until today it is still the same .
errrkkk , black purple .
LOL

taaadddaaa ~
i was doing my essay .
LOL
( with all points given = = )

huiseh , this one is purposely for my brother one .
LOL
he is so noisy all the day and keep calling me here and there .
i think i got some grammer mistake .
HAHAHA
but whatsoever , as long as the understand .

i've not been taking any foto for so long .
whao ><
look so idiot .
anyhow , i love it !

end .
bedtime now ( :
tuesday 1105 pm

2009-11-05T19:35:00.000-08:00

oh my god = =
yesterday i checked our class attendance book .
i had already absent for 26 days .
so that means in my whole form 5 school life , all plus together is 29 days .
0.0
first time and also my last time .
i think i'll be missing school days so much after gratuated .
hiek hiek XD
heeyy , i thot around 20 only ?
LOL .
whatsoever .
and that's why i didn't go to school again today .
let's see , there're some reason lar of course .
hahaha .
nahh , i've to get that letter before my mom get it .
so i'm still waiting for the arrival of my love letter from my beloved miss choy .
= =
then , today most of them are not going to school .
next , today classes is too annoyed .
lastly , got swimming class er today . well , i love to play with water but i can't swim .
and that's why !

aleeehhh , lets talk about my yesterday .
i went to school , then attended uncle alex mod maths class for 3 HOURS .
ohh mad .
3 hours facing those numbering really can kill me .
haha
after that went dinner with xiao jiu jiu and 3 yi ma .
HAPPY BELATED BDAY !!
3 yi ma and also xiao jiu jiu .
hehehe
xiao jiu jiu fetch us with his new satria .
not bad tho .
he speed and mummy keep on calling him to slow down .
hahaha
but syok wert , i don't scared .
is there anyone want to take me for a speed ride ?
LOL
i'm always free !
come come , date me !

neway , i had started my revision on seleted subject .
nahhh , i didn't lie .
LOL
tadaaa ~ part of it only jah .

see , the egg york so perfect ah !
LOL
although 2 of it spoilt dy lar .

that day went jusco with mummy , past by teddy bearsss .
they look so cute , aren't they ?
if they're cheap enough then i'll bring them back !!
LOL
they're really soft and comfortable .
guess what ?
69.90 per teddy bear .
= =
what ?!
kisiao mer !
this year bday i got 4 bears .
hehehe .
satisfied ler .
next year i hope to receive smth special .
(( :
117 is coming soon .
i'm wondering who'll date me out on that day .
hahahaha
looking forward ..... XD

some photo to share with my cousie .
hehehehe
celebration with both oldies .
XD
steamboat !
yum yum ~
i'm so full until now >< hou sik hou sik !

3 in 1
0.0 sai lik !
hehehe , my sausage is BBQ-ing .
tiny one .
aiyayaya = =
capture ng dou 3 yi ma and 3 yi zhang tim .
LOL
and lastly cake cutting ceremony .
haha
the cake was given by uncle michael ( boss of deli gardan )
their cake is really delicious !!

see , she's so happy .
XD

part of my cake .
fill with STRAWBERRIES .
all of them gave me their strawberries .
ohhhh T.T
touching !
LOL
i also dunno why i love to eat strawberris so much .
espeacially strawberry eat together with choc .
oh ya , and also mashmarow .
i want to eat it now .
but i dunno where can i get it .
)) :

night view of tower regency , nice ^^

i'm in love with 禮物 - 劉力楊 this song .
it's so nice .

remembering sunday aint a nice song .
it's just too sad .
it's getting complicated and awkward .
tell me what should i do ?

friday 1214 pm

2009-11-03T06:52:00.001-08:00

2009-10-31T19:35:00.000-07:00

disappointed ><
why ?!
i'm having serious stomach ache now .
why ?!
because i didn't eat since yesterday night until now .
and i'm very very very mad now !
and yea , say bye to my 1st of november .
it will just end like this .
who cares .
i will learn not to give myself any hope , so that i will not getting any disappointment .
is it ?
i guess .

2009-10-31T05:45:00.000-07:00

finally , we spent our day together !
pizza yum yum !
but not truly satisfied .
and i thot 2 regular and 1 personal pizza will be enough for all of us .
and the answer is NO .
= =
not not not enough at all .
all of us felt so bored at the beginning .
and i'm trying so hard to cheer them up .
hehehe
so we end up with photo shooting .
XD
too bad shin yih and poee went away .

honestly , edited stuff will be always nicer .
LOL

and this one !
oh ya , this one .
LOL .
nice rite ?
hehehe
credit to the photographer - wong fei fei .
hahahahaha

nahhh , here she is . (:
alright , after that shin yih and poee were back to hein's house .
we played donkey , then UNO .

see , my cards so sucks .
ewww
kept getting the same colour .

my members ,
this is number one .
the biggest size .
opsss =X
perhaps number 2 ?
LOL LOL LOL
don't kill me .
aha XD

hahahaha
the owner of the house .
tadaaa ~
she is having the same height and same weight with me .
great XD

nahhhh !
the shy-est one and the number one .
hahahhaha
biggest one .
poh poh so cute .
what she know is just " G-dragon "
siggghhhh

lastly , my ICE - CREAM !
yum yum !
the happiest day .
LOL .
cause i will only get to eat baskin robbin on 31st .
so expensive lea .
= =
i want the big big one !
this is too small to fit my stomach .
hahaha
thanks dear ( :

my hair is getting longer and messy .
ishhh
i want to perm it , i want to cut it and i want to straighten it !

i want my hair to be almost like this !

or perhaps this ?
><
i think they're just the same is it ?
aiya !
i've no idea .
i must settle my hair prob after my SPM .
my hair for now like shit !
heyyy , truly look like a piece of shit !
))) :

muffin er .
it's just so cute is it ?
i dunno whether will i meet with this cute lil doggie .
awwww ~
LOL .
should ask uncle george and see .
XD
CUTE CUTE CUTE !!

2009-10-29T03:01:00.000-07:00

not going to school on friday again .
LOL .
skipped class again and again .
aiya :D
whatsoever .
who cares .

see see , what are they doing ?
aiyer
naughty !
whole class is exchanging " sabun " when there's no teacher in .
i was having serious stomachache since morning .
suffering =X
alright , let's say about wednesday ,
guess what ?
everyone knew my driving skill aint that great , but i drove to new fu san ALONE !
WTF
i was forced to drive ><
it is hell far from my house .
i don't have any driving experience around that area .
and those fucking driver horned me without any reasonable reason .
hey , WTH !
can't they saw my P ?
when i saw my mom , i think i'm going to burst out if there's no one .
consider as scary incident in my life ba .

yum yum !
look nice rite ?
hahaha , i'm loving it .
even my brother .
actually . .

it looks like this before we ate it .
hahahaha
EEL !
tried before ?
i guess some of you must having " WTF " reaction when saw this .
LOL
no big deal ba ?
nice to eat , but not nice to see .
XD

whao , nice sandwishhhhhhhhh !
made by uncle alex .
THANKK YOOOUUUU teacher !
hehehe .
YUM YUM ~

taddaaaa ~
let's see what's inside .
erm
hi 5 bread + cheese + cucumber + tomato + egg + pineapple + bacon + mayonis + chili sause
i miss it !

see how she ate XD
yummy rite ?

2009-10-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

deleted my previous templates accidentally ><

i never think of want to lose you .
but if you want to leave us , or maybe just me .
i can't do anything .
you are breaking my heart .
truly .

2009-10-26T18:13:00.000-07:00

UNDER RENOVATION

2009-10-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

well ( :
3 days past .
mom back to home sweet home AGAIN .
= =
she went to genting again and again .
sien boh ?
now i'm so regret of missing my mom .
i rather she went back to genting right NOW .
can't she just stop shooting me ?
can't she just stop scolding me ?
hey , it's so BORING lea .
and now i know , it's good to stay alone .
at least i got freedom .
><
and yea , people saying that i've being so busy all the while .
NO .
i didn't .
just that i don't want to online .
because . . .
once i online , my butt will be sticking on the chair for the whole day
i really don't want myself to be like this .

____________________________________________________________________________

everyone was so worried about getting warning letter from school .
of course i'm one of them .
we thot we'll be getting it , yet it's a NO .
aiya .
whatsoever
:DDD
i drove yih for lunch on friday .

she ate curry mee .

and i ate tomyam ramen .
><
ohhh WTH
it's so hot and spicy !!!
but we love it ( :

i took this from the back .
hahaha
without her notification .
she was too excited looking at her super junior .
she spent half of her day searching for her super junior at youtube .
= =
what a sigh for her .
too addicted aint that great sis . . .

i went to my grandma house after that .
my cute lil cousie .
<3
he was so scared of the thunder .
hahaha
poor thing .

guess what ?
i played this kind of cards with them
0.0
unbelievable . . .
" old maid "
my childhood game .
it's same as " donkey "
hahaha .
i used to play " donkey " with my gang .
they're just 9 , 6 and 4 years old .
LOL
totally kids >< finally , i got it .
and i've finished it .
it's too nice .
watch it and you'll know .
but what made me really mad is my dvd player is hyper-sensitive .
so i didn't really finished the whole drama .
siggghhhh
suen la suen la .
i don't have that mood to replay it again .
hehe

the sexiest part of the whole drama !
:DDD
the girl is so fucking sexy man !
how i wish that i could be as perfect as her .
T.T

erm , we took this on tuesday .
as usual , we spent our day at the library by just fooling around .
aiyaya ><
toilet is always the best place for photo shooting .
XD
BLACK WHITE BLACK .
cool ( :

our shoes ( ;
<3

michelle yap .
my beloved .
she mms me few pieces of photo today .
and i love this one the most .
look so sweet . ( :
erm , we know each other for more than 2 years i think .
used to be so close until now .
but no doubt , she is getting popular .
hehe
pretty ba amoi ni :D
recently i do feel like we're getting far apart from each other .
i don't like that feeling .
i feel like someone is replacing me .
ew , and i hate that .
tho we're just net fren even until now , but i treat her as real fren .

OK , next .

wong peak kee : (
i dunno wth going on with her .
she was being so emo for the past few days .
she don't want to tell me anything .
i think you should share some of your prob with me .
it might made you feel better ( :
my dear , don't worry .
wo men shi hao peng you .
even i'm not with you .
aiya , i'm not saying that i'll be leaving here forever ma .
is it ?
i really love my gang a lot .
even more that i thot .
T____T
hahahahaha .

OK , next next

currently i'm trying to improve my driving skill .
alright , i know my skill might not be really good .
but i'm learning now ma .
but everyone is thinking that i'm really NOT GOOD AT ALL in driving .
even my brother also said :
" mami , jie jie jia che hao xiang roller coaster ! hen kong bu ~ "
= =
OK OK
i admit LORRRRR . . . .
aiyer , tomorrow is monday
i don't want to go to that stupid school again .
can i ?
i want to sleep at home until 11 am .
muahahahahahaha
suen lar , i miss my gang ><

1024 pm

2009-10-22T19:04:00.000-07:00

emily said my blog doesn't show that i've been on .
><
yeah , i did .
just that some times i really dunno what to update ?
what happened everyday is just the same .
i've been staying alone for one week !
it was totally one week .
mom went genting and s'pore .
oh ya !
congrate daddy ^^
he got the job !!
LOL .
after my stupid exam i'll be having a wonderful s'pore trip !!
muahahahaha !
so , emily .
you never been to singapore rite ?
will you love to go there with me ?
LOL

teacher is forcing me to write an essay for her .
she said my essay is soooo poor .
)):
i was given a story to complete
" when i reached the school gate , there was nobody in sight ... "
if this title was given to you , what will you think of ?
what shin yih told me was totally same as what i thought .
XD
how come ?
she can read my mind ?

i think this is the 17 ++ day i absent from school .
sigghhh .
many of them received warning letter from school dy .
when will it be my turn ?
can i said i don't want ?
T.T
anyway , yih is coming to my house now .
hahahahahaha
PLAY PLAY PLAY !!!
will be update soon .
^^

1018 am

2009-10-17T20:55:00.000-07:00

it's the 3rd day i live without my mummy .
muahahaha
so , as the conclusion is . .
i CAN'T live without her lar .
))) :
tomorrow is going to be a school day , BUT .
i can't go to school .
cause i'll be overnight at my uncle's house .
aiks .
whole stack of papers are waiting for me to complete .
it's really a lot .
><
ohhhh emily updated her blog .
i was so worried that she'll forgot bout me .
luckily she didn't .
LOL

this is my car , is there anyone to have a ride with me ?
* zooooooommmmmmmm *
alright ><
i'm already 17th .
it's atually my cousin brother's toy .
ahaha

baby jun jun .
soooo cuteeee !
having a pair of big eyes with single eye lid ( :
BUT , he's the king of saliver .
godnesss ><

aiyo , this one .
he always pretend one .
" mama , hen zhong ah , wo ban bu dao liao . . "
= =
how come he's strong enough to take it out but not strong enough to put it back ler ?
haha

they're brother .
ok , it's obviously .
alehhh , my sunday is so boring .
alone at home again .
other than homework i think nothing else to do ler .
><
i don't even want to go out .
sunny day outside .
ewww
no SUN
NO NO NO !

2009-10-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

i'm sick .
i'm really sick , but why . .
it was seems like nobody believe that i will sick ?
= =
i've been lying on the bed for the whole day .
mom will be going to take care of my dad .
he is sick too , so yea =)
she choose to abandon me .
but good also .
hahaha
i got freedom wert XD

recently quite addicted with SUJU .
= =
LOL
but just their song lar of course
hahahaha
nice nice ^^

still facing dilemma
go or don't go ?
i means klang lar .
>< GONE !
T___T
i want back all my message !!!
all my sweetest memory !!!
EVERYTHING GONE !!!
no more ~
SIGHHHHHHHH
FINE .
it's already a FACT

__________________________________________________________________

Tuesday
most of us didn't go to school .
hahaha .
what to do ?
sushi member day ma .
but kinda regret ba .
i'm not satisfied ler
grrhhh ><
yum yum ^^
sushi sushi ~
i want more !

guess which one is mine ?
LOL

nahhhh , my fav . .
T.T
daddy , can i have all of them ?
LOL
i saw my brother over there .

and finally i got 2 plate .
but i just ate one of it jeh .
) :
not satisfied ler .

2009-10-07T02:12:00.000-07:00

getting emo nowadays .
don't feel like wanna talk to anyone .
just leave me alone .
ohh yea , i need some time to clear my own mind .
can i function like a computer ?
can i delete some of my memory ?
well
it's not any big deal actually
LOL
just feeling sad cause of other people's bisness .
what the hell ><
it's oct now .
that means march will be coming soon .
i've to prepare start from now on .
i still left 146 days if not mistaken .
silly ><
aaahhhhhhh ~
SPM is around the corner .
seriously , i really sort of time now .
i SHOULD be studying day and night , but . . .
i didn't ) :

love to absent from class recently .
and yea , my mom did scold .
so what ?
I DON'T WANT MEANS I DON'T WANT
( unless my dad XD )
those teacher are really annoyed ><
rather sleep like a pig at home than going to school for nothing .
hahahaha
friend , i'm sure we can build up a lot of happy memory before i leave m'sia rite ?
i would love to , even there's no any memory bout her .
so what ?!
i'm not born for anyone .
i'm born for myself .
you , just get the hell away from me .
it's all enough .
we're not anything else .
game over .

smile , i'm back to you ! ( :
tears , get the hell away from me ! ( :

2009-10-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

one week past , everyone got back their results .
me s well (:
sucks result i got .
the only B in my list is only english , 65 marks .
when i told my teacher which is my private tutor about my result , she was shocked .
==
she assumed that i'll be getting at least 75 .
sigh
sorry , i couldn't make it .
really ) :
anyway , i enjoyed my whole week .
it brings me a lot of joy ^^
school life give me a huge bucket of memories .
teacher in the class is started to get mad towards us .
T.T

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well .
today is a special day .
i did something for the first time today .
haha
people who know it please keep quiet cause it's quiet serious for me ( :
early in the morning went to yih's house .
THEN , went to fantasy to book the room in case there will be no room for us .
THEN , went to parade and hung around without any reason .
THEN , went to buy yik hua's bday cake .
THEN , lastly went to fantasy to celebrate her bday .
hahaha .
see , i had a hectic day .
lazy to describe this and that so i decided to post some photos .
LOL

fei , jian and hein went to DBI for that dunno what coarse . XD
but i didn't follow them cause i'm not interest at all .
they did took some photo over there which i think not too bad .
awww , i love this photo babyy ( :
so perfect .
hahaha .
credit to the photographer .

yeah , let's start our party baby !
( :
everyone is here except for ooi .
i love you YIK HUA and oh ya , happy bday !
i forgot to say it to you just now .
sorry ) :
i'm feeling so guilty now .
LOL

before that , we have to sing negaraku .
hahahahaha
all of us are mad .
of course , we laughed .
i look so bak chi over there = =
anyway , just for fun .

this is the cake .
choco opera cake .
i bought it .
for me , it's not nice .
i don't like coffee flavour cake .
i prefer cheese cake or blackforest more .

i've nothing to give you , so just share my strawberries with you lar .
so say : AHHHH . . . .
hahahaha , i didn't even take off the leaf for her .
XP
she complaint so much lar .
aiyor = =

" come ~ let's have a hug with me ~ "
^^
she said she wanna to be taller than us , so we let her to stand on the chair .
haha

we used to " share " our food always .
hahahaha

oh no , poor yik hua .
hahaha
everyone is putting bites of cake into her mouth .
and of course me s well !
haha

nah , hein . . ini paling cantik kan ?
XP
i took this .
and i love this foto .
kinda much .
cause it's clearer = =
hein hou yeng wa .
hahaha
pretend jeh .

you love her
she love me
i love you all
we love each other .
( :
nice shoot .
haha

i love these three the most .
i apprecite our frenship .
A LOT .
: D

ei ?
fei is having the " copy and paste smile " again .
hahaha
same face in two photo .
today there's an uncle said i look alike with shin yih .
did we ?
i felt we kinda look alike thru these foto .
hahahaha
that's all for my day .
oh ya , i drove around my house just now .
syok !
i got improvement .
yeah yeah yeah XP
mom promised me will let me drive to at some other place next day if i could manage it well .
( :

2009-09-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

back to school ler .
finally school reopen .
(:
feeling sad , but also happy .
haha
cause i miss my frenzie so much !
nothing much happen .
teacher started to give back our exam papers .
aww
wth >.<
i got sucks result while everyone is having such great marks .
i just got some credit , a B and a fail .
i means until today .
papers still on the way back (:
anyhow , i got improvement .
and that's better than none , rite ?
mom is coming back today .
sighh
say BYE to freedom .
) :
can i really request for something from you if i got better result for this time ?
LOL
i might not able to update you always my bloggie .
hope you'll never forget about me .
haha ;p

0452 p.m
end .

im not in mood

2009-09-25T21:59:00.000-07:00

what's going on ?
why will i having such fucking mood now ?
wtf
i wanna go out !
i don't want to stay at home .
feels like i've nothing to do
i don't want my holiday just end up like this !
i online more than 12 hours everyday but i've nothing to do with it .
just facing at the scene and day-dreaming
facebook
blogger
wretch
tudou
youtube
friendster
everything on , but it's fucking boring
>.<
hello ?
can anyone sms me ?
or suggest me something else to do ?
my bedroom is so messy and i dont feel like wanna clean it AT ALL .
sigh .

2009-09-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

this movie is so awesome .
tho it is not any new movie , but the story line is so diff wif others .
touching T.T
anyone watched this before ?
( :

2009-09-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

one week hols is going to end .
T.T
i don't want it to be so fast !
i don't want to face my results , homework and tuition !
3 more days left .
honestly , i'm quite satisfied with my hols .
^^

19/09/09

FINALLY .
we met each other .
it's our reunion .
>.<
sounds like too ceremonious
==
khai - thim - milo .
KTM .
we went for movie at 4.30 pm
before going into the cinema , i kept saying that : wuwuwu T_T i want to go home ! i'm so regret ! i'm so scared ! XD
but two of them din't console me at all , nevermind .
they summore said wanna take me go and watch orphan .
cheh ==
ipoh don't have orphan lar .
hahahaha
i don't scared wert !

嚇到笑
this is a nice movie .
i enjoyed the whole movie . ^^
funny + touching + " SCARY "
few scene really quite shocking and my tears almost splash out .
aiyor
we did took " big head foto " also .
LOL
milo hen piao liang (:

i know it's quite blur >.<
she was sick that day , hopefully she'll be alright (:
i went out at 10 smtg in the morning , back home at 9 at night .
one of the happiest day for me ^^

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20/09/09

woke up early in the morning cause we're going to hatyai .
erm erm erm .
before that we went to alor setar first to visit dunno what relatives .
eh whatever .
my dad even bring them to the gua kelam .
i think so (X
i went there before and it had nothing special for me .
so me and mom just sit there wait for them .
we also went to somewhere that can see the whole kedah .
walao !
matahari sangat terik lar .
i just stand there for awhile , if not i think i will became fried chicken dy .
>.<
before we reached the border , i still sending msg .
BUT !
they charged me for 2 bucks per msg !
what the hell !
i haven reach thailand also .
damn >.< sakura grand view hotel .
but of course it's not as grand as china's hotel .
but overall , not that worst ler .

hahaha .
i was the first one to bath but the last one to get into sleep .
no choice , i've to wait for my hair to dry .
nothing to do wert .
no sms , no mms , no chit chating .
just can snap foto XD

hey , i bring my small bear along whenever i go .
hahaha
the big bear was sleeping at home .
(:

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21/09/09

we went to the market after breakfast at hotel .
by tut tut car .
nice scenery around the hotel .
haha
see , the weather is so so hot .
no wander i'm so tanned now .
>.< inside the tut tut car .
the best snap (:
my cousin said .
haha
but i look so ugly .
so , just ignore me .

shoes shoes shoes .
a lot of shoes .
==
it was too many until i don't have any mood to buy shoes .
LOL .
like rubbish dump uh ?

there are a lot of hello kitty stuff !
i want it all !
but they're too expensive ler .
>.<
my hello kitty boxer !
cute rite ?
hahahaha .
my mom is scolding me why buying such thing back .
wasting money wor .
cheh
i didn't wert .
i'm consider very thrifty dy lor .
for the whole trip i just used up 103 m'sia ringgit .
^^
ONLY lea .

my lovely shoes .
awww
gotta decorate them soon .
and make them as bling as my pendrive .
muahahahaha !

milo shirt all around the street .
and they're not really expensive jeh .
but i didn't bought all of them ler .
boh sui dahs ==

eat eat eat for the whole night .
yum yum ^^

mcd pork burger is really delicious .
so sad we can't get it at malaysia ) :
we walk for the whole day .
non stop XD
syok errr ~
at night we still thot of going out again but my dad don't allowed me to go out .
so , no objection wert .

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22/09/09

red ferrari ^^
it was there since monday .
not bad not bad .
we went back to the market again before check out .
luckily i still get to buy a pair of jeans .
V^^V
start our journey back to alor setar at 12 smtg .
after 2 days finally i can sms ler .
;p
i was so happy that time and told them i'm back to malaysia .
but it seems like no respond .
x syok dahs .
==
disappointed .
on the half way back , daddy suggested to go the museum padi before back .
awwww
how boring was there .
better kill me if i'm going there for 1 day trip .
that so call moving painting so so only .
>.< but no doubt , it looks so real !

on the way back .
nobody sleep , those older one keep chit chatting .
everyone was so hungry .
hahaha .
i think we had been stucking in the car for almost 6 hours !
traffic jam drag me to hell .
my butt is getting flatter and flatter dy .
==
red mini copper + naza .
they're using walkie talkie to talk with each other .
awesome ^^
main point is , whole car also leng zai .
* wink *

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random .

i told mummy i want my bed room to be almost like this but she called me go to sleep wor .
aiyer .
so pink , so sweet !

attended uncle alex class on yesterday and wednesday night .
but he's so bad .
he was so free to bully us and keep drawing this and there over and over .
ishhh .
but good also , he treat us 2 packet of junk food .
yum yum ^^
fatty boom boom alex !
( :
awwww
my favourite teacher .
honestly , i love to attend his class .
but i don't like to complete his homework .
hahahha .
cause I'M LAZY !

2009-09-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

update update !
after 4 weeks later finally i update my wretch ler ~
hehe .
(:
but in chinese .

2009-09-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

i'm so boring for the whole day .
i thot i could sleep until afternoon only wake up .
but dunno why i woke up automatically early in the morning .
tho yesterday night 4 am only get into sleep .
>.<
it was not happened always , but i just couldn't get into sleep as usual .
i watched the drama " 惡作劇之吻2 " again .
LOL .
nice ler although this was the second time i watched it .
hahahaha .
no choice , i was just alone in the house cause my brother went to my cousin house .
he left me alone .
T___________T
just ate some snack for lunch , i tried to search for food but most of them also didn't closed dy . wth ~
i was like having a lot a lot alot of problem deep in my heart .
what's the actual problem ?
relationship ?
frenship ?
food ?
money ?
studies ?
==
i dunno . XD
heard that kim them wanna go yum cha later , but not sure yet .
how bout me ?
i gotta take care of my bro and i must take him go whenever i go .
but , if they really go out izit that i've to sacrifice myself by staying at home doing nothing ?
i feels like very tired and don't wanna say anything .
cause it was seems like everything that i said is a kind of annoyance ?
sigh , i dunno .
maybe going to KL during the one week hols .
but i'm not happy at all .
cause i will not able to meet wif someone .
) :
well , everything was fated .

7.57 PM

2009-09-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

both of us feeling so good when mom is not around !
XD
weee ~
free enough ~
no scolding at all .
mom , you should go there even longer !
LOL

my heart is feeling so weird .
no mood >.<
i just feels like wanna treat you bad .
what's the reason ?
why i'll reject ur caring towards me ?
maybe because of i realised that , i'm not the one who deserve ur care .
after reading ur blog , i feels like i don't und you at all .
what i know is just ur COVER .

*********************************************************************************

and yea , i'm so fed up wif HER .
i will not go and care for HER anymore , since that she had already make known of her position .
what for i still did smtg that she don't appreciate at all ?
alright , i know it's no point .
what for i still hope that she'll really awake since that everything had already proved that she is HOPELESS .
so , i will not care bout you anymore .
you're not anything else for me .

2009-09-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

2009-09-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

i really sibeh em song lor >.<
sighhhh .
1ST
my fone kena water dy so have to repair .
BUT .. mummy couldn't find my warrenty card and bill out .
WTH !
2ND
my computer started to rosak dy cause it will keep shut down by itself .
3RD
my DVD player also rosak dy , can't even take my disc out .
4TH
my webcam dunno wth going on >.<
cannot be used !
well , everything also stop functioning .
then ?!
what else i can do ?
em song
em song
em song
em song
em song
em song
__________________________________________________________________________

recently me and my mom not really ngam .
dunno why .
keep argue .
she em song me , i em song her .
that's all .
alright , i know i just 17 .
in this family being the biggest one will have to suffer more ba .
sighhh , i love to meet more frens from all over the world .
really .
i don't want to be the "温室里的小花" .
izit that they're being too worried ?
yes , you should worried .
but , you can also try to release some of it ba .
at least both of us will be better .

_______________________________________________________________

yesterday night i was thot of going to shool because yih and hua ask me acc them .
but my mom scolded me , asked me izit fat hao .
then at the end , i didnt go to school ler .
just both of them in the class .
kelian .
2 person still have to PJ wor .
==

our class neh .
XD
shin yih mms me this morning .
really " 猫仔几只” hahaha .
then then then , this was the choc fruit paradise that we ate .
not bad not bad .
just that we don't like the kiwi cause too sour dy .
ewwww ~
i dont like green apple too .
but i love the choc !
hehe , who wanna go and eat wif me again ????
(:

_________________________________________________________________

HAPPY BELATED BDAY .
JIE .
i saw her post for you , you're really the luckiest one .
she really treat you so good , but you dunno how to appreciate her .
what to do ler ?
just hope that she'll really put you down and have a another new life .
i can't help anything , xxxx
sorry .

2009-09-10T02:42:00.000-07:00

why recently people is saying a lot of things that doesn't make sense at all ?
i'm wondering .
well , just like last few days .
i was playing friend for sales .
and 610 was under me .
then one girl she bought 610 away .
and of course i wanna buy my pet back lar rite ?
soon later , that girl dropped me a comment at my wall and said : why you keep on buy my pet wo ?
==
hello , you're buying my pet away lar kay ?
no sense at all ker ?!

NEXT ,

i on my msn just now , and just left it there .
then a guy find me for a chat .
( he's quite brainless )
and here's the conversation .

^小（杰少）杰^ says:
hv ah y
c c ur pict
thim says:
did i know you ?
well , idk what are you talking about
^小（杰少）杰^ says:
are u study yy tat ma
thim says:
what yy
^小（杰少）杰^ says:
study yy lah
thim says:
WHAT IS YY ???????
^小（杰少）杰^ says:
so stupid d o
thim says:
hello
you're the studpid one kay ?
can't you type the full word out mr ?

^小（杰少）杰^ says:
ntg
thim says:
fine

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2 days of exam ended .
:D
no more add maths and bio .
yeahoo ~
today i went to parade for lunch .
we ate choc food paradise .
XD
hm , not bad .
got kiwi , strawberry , green apple and honeydew (:
got a lot of choc neh .
yummy ~~~
XD
whole plate cost 15.90 bucks .
tomorrow no school cause im not taking EST .
well , that's all for my day .
(:

__________________________________________________________________

i changed my blog's song dy eh .
so how ?
nice ?
LOL
my wishlist is as long as snake .
==
i want this i want that and i want that !!!!
~.~
first , i want lashes .
LOL .
i want a lot of different lashes !
but when will i get it ?
T.T
second , i need THESE ! ~ badly ~
i wan nice blouse , skirt , t-shirt , pants .
ALL !!!!
dah nahhh ~
my future room will be almost like this .
but , this room got some cacat .
feels like too fake , can't give me any " an quen gan "
hehehe , anyway it's in PINK then kay ler ~
lastly , i feel tat this foto is so nice lor .
but dunno why she don't fell so .
hahaha >.<
sorry yea for uploading ur foto here .
but it's too nice dy !
XD

2009-09-04T20:35:00.000-07:00

KANEBO COFFRET D'OR 09夏最新睫毛膏

尖端的刷頭是這次設計的重點

可以拿來刷眼頭/下睫毛等睫毛較短的部分

另外還有濃密刷頭/根根分明刷頭~

一支睫毛膏直接結合了三種刷頭!

information from net .

this is the best mascara i've ever seen ! :D
tho i couldn't take you home right now , but i'll save money to buy you back !
for sure !
XD
sigghhh ~
maybe need many years later ba ~
hahahaha >.< 女人我最大090722（电眼美女速成班）
if anyone that's interested can search for this episode .
cause i also saw this from there (:
if not mistaken , it was used by kevin 老师 .
act i dunno this is new product or old product , just feels like it is really worth .
LOL .
michelle , come let's go find a sugar daddy XD
hahahaha .
just joking ` :D

2009-09-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

exam had already started .
everyone tried to do their best , but i was still hanging around until the day of trial started .
no feeling at all .
no stress -
not nervous -
not worries -
just peace .
what's going on ?
why can't i just put a lil bit more effort on it ?
well , i got study for moral and maths .
but i couldn't output everything that i read .
>.<
fedup !
it's so WATEVER .
nevermind , i still got the last chance - REAL SPM .
the LAST .
i kept rushing for something .
guess what ?
ahah ~
drama - LAST FRIEND .
wooooo !
it is freaking nice !
no doubt !
LOL
nice nice nice ~
(:
the best pic of them .
i love this the most .
ruka is so cool ; michiru is having a sweet smile (:
whao
awwww ~
come back to me , baby ~
LOL

_________________________________________________________________

today after school i was nothing to do .
so i decided to online .
under unexpected condition , i found smtg lovely .
hehe .
my BELOVED .
yea yea yea !
taiwan i'm coming ~
yeahoo ~
" hello kitty sweets " shop .
so cute !
i want the clock !
walao ~
it's the toilet .
damn nice lar wey ~
ahah ~
feels like home sweet home .
ekeke ~
nice !
there's ribbon sticking on the wall summore .
me : hey ! i'm so so so willing to work at there !!!
==
full of PINK and kitty miao er ~
(:

NEXT -

hello kitty's hospital .
i wanna gave birth at that hospital wer .
then my baby sure as cute as kitty jek .
heee .

NEXT -

whao whao whao ~
my dream house ~
my dream room .
i want i want .
nah , this one only nice ler .
no matter curtain or tv or clock also pink in colour neh !
woooooo ~
dinning table also hello kitty wer .
i want to stay there forever .
):
but , i heard that 1000 bucks per night .
at least !
=0

END .

2009-08-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

this song is really nice .
hear it and try to get into their story .
LOL
me and fei totally get crazy when we watched this MV for the first time .
hahahaha .
awwwwwwwweeessssooommmmeeeeee ~~~ !!!!

outgoing.

2009-08-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

horay !
finally ~
i went out for 2 DAYS !
LOL .
yesterday and today .
i went out day and night .
SYOK man !
by the way , i changed my blog skin dy .
so how was it? >.<
our 5s11 gathering was the greatest gathering i've ever had !
it was ended so successfully !
everyone of us also satisfied with that rite ? :D
lets start our farewell by using fotos. XD

nah , this is our invitation card . LOL
so cute rite ?
even a class farewell also need this .
hyper-creative lar .
hahahaha .
specially PINK in colour for me .
yay yay yay !
;D

everyone of us need to prepare one present to exchange wor .
LOL .
lucky draw box , and our signature card .
^^

our booklet .
everyone also got it .
inside is all comment about 5s11 .
kinda touching whilst reading it .
:(

yih yih asked me to go toilet wif her and i help her to apply mascara .
XD
her lashes is too long until they will mix up !
hahahaha .
honestly , she looked gorgeous yesterday =)

come come ~ let's take foto together .
she's so pretty e ~
muakssssss XD

finally they presented dance that they had practise for few months ler ~
it's "nobody + sorry sorry + beat it "
tho they're not any pro dancer , but they did very well yesterday !
and we're so excited and keep on snap their foto. XD

what dance dy ar ?
beat it owh ?
:P
why ang is having such expression ?
LOL

the last part !
poee very " yeng " ler .
awwwww ~~~~

5s11 ROCKS !
i love them
i heart them
i miss them
they're a part of my life .
memories will kept in my heart forever .
baby , i love you !
<3>

our cake : )
look nice but i didn't eat cause i don't like carrot cake .
hahaha , but i love hein's cake !
it's blueberry cheese ~
yummy !

i heart them : )
YO ! YO ! YO !
next destination ----> SING K !

ker yee chee <3
our best classrap .
now only i realise she can sing so well ! =0
her voice is really nice ~

at first i just thot to take their foto only .
but their face look like wanna die gum .
not syok jor lor ~
that's why i went there and be the silly one . XD
that yok hua really funny one !
she dunno how to pull out my camera , then she pull my fone out from the cover .
hahahaha >.<
gosh !
all of us laugh like hell ~

baby guai a ~ mami sayang ~ bu yao ku owh ~
XD

next ----- > toilet session !

ops ! =S
sorry yea ~
the camera is not big enough to fit us !
LOL .
all became half face ghost dy ~
hahahahaha .

hein hein hou leng lui er . =DDD
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU !

this foto is funny enough ! XD
first , yik hua is standing on the BASIN ! ==
second , wth made fei so high ler ? ==
third , man yee and hein really sui lar . wanna duk fei summore ~ aiyor ==

dear fei , i love this the most ; ) <3

take foto wif toilet bowl .
see . . how creative am i ?!
hahahahaha .
but it's nice !
izit ?
: )

me : may i ?
yik hua : no no no >.<>
==
( best foto in my collection ! thanks fei =] )
THE END .
just some simple description .
cause i'm lazy to post such long long post .
hahahahaha .
neway , IM REALLY ENJOYED <3

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day 2
sunday

went uncle alex house for replacement class at 8am .
gosh ==
boring like hell ler !
then , went parade at 2 .
meet wif wan yih , jay , and shin yih then go inside Kbox ler .
we got into room 36 .
: )
luckily not room 33 !
hehehehehehe .
my memories :D
we selected many songs but there's not enough time for us to sing .
so we just sing half of the song then skipped dy .
hahahaha .
me and yih summore sing until stand on the sofa and jump ~
LOL
AND i was wearing skirt ! ==

she's not pretty today ==
she looked so boyish ler .
adui ! XS
my new boyfren !
hahahaha .
good looking uh ?!
XD
i love her so much .
=)

when she was sitting at there , she look alike wif my darling ~
SHANE .
ewwwwwwww ~
how come ?!

tears

2009-08-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday .
whole gang of us had decided not going to school .
and i thot i will not be going to school also .
who knows . .
at the end , i MUST go to school .
or else SOMEONE will be going to school and meet wif pn.chen
well , it's really fucking shit .
my dad call back and screw me up and my mom kept on put oil + fire .
damn >.< SHIT SHIT SHIT !
she said : i must go to school cause i must have DISIPLIN
she said : school is not hotel , i cannot always absent from school
she said : teacher is not teaching also have to go
she said : my school and my bro's school not same , he can choose not to go but i CAN'T
she said : it's for my own sake .
wth ! keep back ur bullshit lar pls ~
STOP TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO DO THIS I HAVE TO DO THAT !
BECAUSE I'M NOT UR SLAVE PLUS I'M A HUMAN , I GOT MY OWN THINKING !
keep ur " disiplin " for ur own son is already enough .
but NOT TO ME .

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today i woke up as usual .
and prepared myself slowly .
whatever , i'm not rushing for time also wert ~
when i reached the class fei is sleeping .
she was so shocking when she saw me standing in front of her .
my eye lid had changed from double eye lid to triple eye lid .
and it's really UGLY .
>.< aiyer , little babi . <3
me and yih planned to ponteng sejarah class .
and we finally did it !
hahaha first time PONTENG SCHOOL sure will nervous abit lar .
but same also , not just both of us PONTENG wert .
summore today only 17 ppl in class .
== boring nye ~
after that , went parade .
shin yih follow along .
bumped into small fish .
LOL .
saw her together wif a girl .
dunno what relation between them lea .
hahaha .
8 dou sei ler me .
urrrggghhhhh !
i want to finish the whole set of 绝对男友！
until now still haven finish yet ler ~
T.T
my finger nails .
nice rite ?
hahahaha .
one week hols ^^
yay !
jian > shin yih > tan hua hua . XD
why she have to cover up her mouth ?
it just because of she is laughing .
when she laugh , everyone also will go away from her .
cause when she reached some level , she will beat ppl .
hahahhaaha .
so cute lar her ! <3

anyway , he's my beloved teacher .
we used to call him uncle alex .
he have a fine sense of humour .
his class will never COOL .
hahahaha .
the thing that he is so proud of himself is his BIG TUMMY ler .
XD
he always also treat us eat KFC der .
hahaha
LOL . this foto had been taken long long time ago ler ~
pretty emily .
but she's getting prettier now ^^
miss her a lot `
ngek ngek ~
leng zai leng zai .
this foto is so niceeeeeeeee ~!!!!!
now my foto got a lot of their foto er ~
erm , this one nice too .
but i don't like gay der .
hahahahaha .
but hein does =0
tomorrow 5s11 will celebrate our FAREWELL at ICCC .
hope that we will really enjoy tomorrow <3

wednesday

2009-08-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

my blog my blog ~
T.T
what happen to you ?
why you cannot be viewed by using internet explorer ?
my brain is going to burst just to change new " shirt " for you ler .
duhhhhhh ~
i change 2 blog skin yesterday .
one for myself and one for my dear huni , emily ! xxx
hope that she'll like it .
: )
i miss her hell a lot .
i really meant it .
hahaha
today when i step inside the class .
i was so excited .
actually every morning i'll be the same .
dunno why .
X)
but not more awhile , fei told me that most of them are not coming to school .
i was like . . . . say earlier ma . ==
if not i will not be going to school also lor .
damn it >.<
she even took out her fone and called those who was absent .
waliao =0
kejam betul lar .
scaryyyy =S
but luckily , nobody hear her call .
safe lar . . if not . . .
go tuition after school as usual .
rain so heavily when i was going home .
huhuhuhu ~
miss miss >.<
gotta start to study dy .
i think ?
hahahahahaha .
my hand very pain er .
i think that must because of yesterday i online for the whole day and keep pressing mouse and keypad .
: (

absent

2009-08-18T02:46:00.000-07:00

i was absent from school today .
why ?
because i was sick + lazy ler .
X)
a sudden thought hit my mind right now .
i was thinking who i need to meet with before i left m'sia .
hahaha .
list out :

my 5s11 classmates
vivian that gang
milo
darl 610
sei bat gong
shawn & xiao xin jie jie
michelle ( if it's possible ) LOL
aki
khai yuet
peik yee
small fish

who else who else ? !
let me think first . XD

i know it's silly !
well well , how is my new blog skin ?
nice ?
i had been using hours to settle it .
those codes made my eyes blur @@
anyways , i'm so proud of it !
hahahahaha .
yesterday fei told us that there's a pair of gay very famous at beijing very very sweet .
i searched for their foto yesterday night .
the only reaction i got was only : OH MY GOD ! =0
they're so cute and leng zai !

i think many of you also saw their foto before .
but i never mar .
XD

how can they be so sweet ?!
awww ~
jealous XD
yeerrr ~ leng zaii nie !

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came back from genting on sunday .
genting is really very very boring ler .
nothing to do , nothing to play .
but i went there just because of that show .
星光11齐天外传
hm , overall not bad lar .
just not as nice as what i expected jek .
i was so lucky that day .
know what ?
i bumped into TANK that day !
phewww ~
leng zai !
he was walking around " da gei cheong "
but what made me feeling regretful is i didnt take his foto .
argghh ~!

i love this foto : )
but too bad , it couldn't show my lashes clearly .
sudden seems like becoming too mature dy .
aiyak ==

gotta study ler .
sien ==
what to do now ?
every subject of mine was so sucks .
X(

sorry X)

2009-08-14T05:16:00.000-07:00

i'm back to you again .
i had not update my blog for 2 weeks dy .
sorry ! XD
dunno why , it's quite weird .
i got lords of things to write out , but once i open my blog everything will gone from my mind .
duh ==
anyways , it doesn't matter .
PC FAIR is coming soon !
i want to go !
wuwu T.T
let's see : (
there's 2 more weeks from SPM trial only .
i still haven started to study yet !
HELL !
give me motivation PLS !
T.T
oh yea ~
going to genting tomorrow again .
nothing special .

that day i bring fone to school .
but nothing to do wif it .
cause nobody is free to entertain me .
having bio class but my intention was just - GAMES .
==
boring lar ~
this is my hein hein mui .
she's so busy wif . .
kind of studying ?
hahaha
probably doing maths lar her .
ewww ~
i hate maths !

nah nah nah !
my " PINK LADY "
LOL .
it's act vitamin .
smell like cherry .
kinda nice : )
i used to drink this when i was sick .
hahaha .
yik hua said : aiyor , even ur water also pink in colour wo !
you're so addicted on PINK jor .

that day i past by a shop , i saw CHOC magazine .
i had been thinking for so long whether wanna buy it or not .
cause my mom keep scolding me buying them back .
+ i'm so so so so poor recently .
i just left 9 bucks for my day .
that's why . .
but at the end i bought the latest one also .
* happy *
it's so damn nice !
i love taiwan .
i still need to complete my whole set .
means i still have to buy 2 of them .
going to " dig " money from somewhere else .
T.T
that day before my tuition class started , i went to " big tree leg " eat mer .
then we sudden heard that someone is shouting .
only we knew that there's robbery over there .
then lords of ppl quickly run out and chased over that motor bike .
ishhhh , so stupid lar them .
so babi lar them .
useless + brainless
>.<
30th is coming soon .
hope that she could celebrate her bday here .
i would like to celebrate wif her
: )
the more i look at those magazine the more i hope that i was there asap .
i love taiwan
i love their food
i love their make up
i love their dress
i love their shoes
i love their pants
i love their shirt
i love their pinkish accessories
awwwww ~
excitement come over me right now !
;D
my fren - sei bat gong .
she said she want me to wait one more year only will meet wif me at there wo .
alright then , hope that we can really fulfill our dream soon .
that day i sticked my lashes hor , damn it .
damn hard to stick it lar .
ishhh !
but i still love to make up ==
JUST NOW >.<
i deleted all my new songs ACCIDENTALLY !
i will be facing insomnia tonight , tomorrow night and following night for sure !
GOD !
give me back my songs !
is there any recycle bin in my fone ?
T___________T

past my exam ! :D

2009-07-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

Durian Durian Durian : )
emily's fav .
but this season seems like no durian that's really taste good.
>.<>

LOOK !!!
it's DORA ~
DORA angry face .
XD
hahaha
what's so special wif that ?
that's my " art work " lea .
hahaha
nice or not ?
i drew it last week i think , when i watched DORA wif my brother .
i know it's kinda weird in looking , but doesn't matter lar .
i know i'm not good in drawing mar .
LOL .

haiseh , this one only " ging dim " ar .
the first time i cook ;
the first time i fried this ;
the first time mummy and my bro taste my CREATION .
LOL ==
i know it's very ugly .
wuwuwuwu
now only i know , i really don't have any talent in cooking .
hahaha

* processing *
: ))))

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BIG NEWS TO ANNOUNCE !
that's FINALLY I PAST MY DRIVING TEST !
: )))))
i know it's not any big deal for most of you . .
but for me , it's really tough !
i had failed it for few times le . .
but thanks GOD cause i finally past it !
when i get my result , i can hardly close my mouth , i was sooo sooo sooo happy at that moment !
* wink *
mummy is the one that being too worried for the whole morning .
hahahha
but at last luckily i didn't let her dissapointed again .
: )
well , next turn will be my cousin .
hahahhaa
better don't same as me ler .
LOL .

everyone is so happy for me as i finally get my lisence .
muahahaha
:DDDDD

it's wednesday .
a great day .
a best day .
a luckiest day .
and the happiest day !!

vianz :)

2009-07-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

很开心下。

看到某人的部落格有link我。

虽然我们不熟。

可是，我很欣赏她的才华。

她，vianz 。

; )

但是　

她，很不幸。

要去NS，可怜的。

; (

steamboat

2009-07-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

oh yea ~

just back from outside , then sudden got the mood to snap photo .

hahaha , don't care it nice or not lar .

just see it .

don't like it then ma click " X " lo .

heeee . ==lll

i was so busy for the whole day .

: )

i woke up at 8.30 am and went out at 9.30 am .

car learning again .

wtf .

no mood to learn lar .

lalalala ~

WHATEVER . ==

then , reached home at 1 smth .

bath then make up just used jor half hour .

hiek hiek .

not nice er ~

then went out at 2 gem .

go yam cha wif kuan and chee leong them mer .

thot of celebrate chee leong bday one , but then seems like not success gum .

sien ~

i left there around 3.30 lu ~

cause i had made an appointment wif the president .

yeahoo ~

past up my application form for going taiwan dy .

ON SUM LER . :DDDD

i guess i was the first one .

hope that i really get the U that i applied lu .

shin yih came after that .

her mom looked quite fierce :S ( scared )

wish that her dad will let her go taiwan ler .

together with me .

muahahahahaha :DDD

my aunt just called back and she said she's so femiliar wif taiwan road .

yeahooo ~

she will took us go travel .

hiek hiek .

alright alright , continue wif my day ....

then then came back home around 5 pm .

went out again to have dinner wif 3 yi ma at " good times "

eat steamboat .

not bad ler , very full er .

i ate lords ice cream ~

sudden felt that got feel to snap down my LAMPU .
hahahaha , sor jor .
thats all for my day .
tired uh .
feel like so uncomfortable .
maybe cause today no sms with her ba .
>.<>

rainbow

2009-07-17T04:14:00.000-07:00

wish

have

rainbow - liked

life

for

this

year

wif

all

precious

around .

friday =)

2009-07-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

what is happening to my streamyx line ?!

WTF . ==

slow like hell .

i dont have any patient to wait for you to load in such slow speed !

damn . two days dy .

such a tired day ~

we had PJ class today .

teacher called us to play " balancing "

but we played " london bridge is falling down ~ falling down ~ ........ "

i know it's kinda childish , but yea . we enjoyed alot .

: )

whole class gik until teacher gonna spilt blood dy .

hahahhaha .

AND , finally .

the job list for canteen day devided completely .

6 of us thot we will not be having any work except for cleaning .

but then today class rap said we've to work er .

yeee ~

i want to go out der lar .

date someone dy .

hahahahahhaha .

now ...

good lor .

have to work start from 10.30 until 1.30 .

damn damn damn .

pro is not work for so long , but the pro is i have to abuse to the sunlight for so long !

ewwwww ~~~

i don't know whetter will i fainted and lye on the padang or not .

anyways , suen lar .

have fun lor .

i still can go out after that mer .

i think my FRENS will wait for me ger .

hor ??

LOL .

who you are , you should know lor .

lastly , i went to PK room to find miss loo cause i need her to write a letter for me .

what she need to type just 2 lines , A SENTENCE only .

but she used more than 15 mins to complete that for me !

hahahaha , me and fei stood there wait and laugh .

aiyor , how i wish that i could tell her that : em , do you need my help to type for you ?

== LOL .

everything for me to apply for going to taiwan almost settle except for my photo .

eeee ~

no mood to take passport size photo lar .

always also very ugly one .

hein hein introduced that FB game to me and asked me to play it .

LOL .

really very funny lar that game .

quite childish .

i just keep on sweating when i played that .

hahaha , i love restaurant city more .

oh ya , something that made me really mad happened last few days .

once upon a time , i got one fren call " xiao J "

she's a tb , as i know she worked at genting one .

we had already lost contact for half years and more .

cause she pissed me off >.<

but she called me last few days , at the middle of the night .

J : wei ?

T : yes ?

J : what are you doing ?!

T : sure sleeping lar . now already 2 smtg lar

J : dont sleep lar . wake up and 3G wif me !

T : i dont have 3g right now lar

J : go and took ur parents ur sister or ur bro one and play 3g wif me lar !

T : all of them slept dy and they don't have 3g lar .

J : jibai ! why dont have ?! then what else you have ?!

T : i got one celcom num lor but that fone no 3g

J : then change sim card to ur fone now lar !!

T : dont wan lar . will spoilt ar my fone . summore i'm digi user wert .

J : dulan ah !! why everyone also used digi one ?! digi so good mer ?! jibai !

T : ......... ( sweating , and my eyes opened bigger and bigger and didn't said even a word )

T : em , need to be so angry mer ?

J : of course lar ! whole world is using digi ! dulan !

then she closed my call dy .

WTF

is that my wrong ?

or she is really mad ?

chi sin one .

mou duen duen let ppl scold dulan wor .

damn you lar jerk >.<

CHI SIN !

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that day i went to present point and bought this for my fren .

cause i didnt gave her anything on her bday .

so i think to send her a card as belated bday present lu .

fei bought for us .

whole gang 6 ppl also got it .

touch-nye ~

T_____T

behind summore got crave smtg neh .

got NUM 21 .

and also a promise : )

love yea , my fren .

YOU . TUBE .

2009-07-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

well ,
great song here :)
this song really niceeee ~
X D
Lan kah fai .
few months ago always also can saw him hang round parade .
but now , he's trying his best to get champion back .
whao .
:)
such big dream .

and yea ,
of course my wan chean too .
she's so cool :)
love her like hell .
she's my everything .
awwww ~ =^^=
I LOVE GAN WAN CHEAN .
:)

pink shoes .

2009-07-13T23:14:00.000-07:00

i found all this shoes on net .

awww ~

sooo nice ler .

i wanna buy it .

nvm , i wait until i go taiwan first .

hohoho :)

cute lil ribbon .

this one this one , i like the most .

wao .

adorable . :)

aiyooo ~

so cuteeee !

hahahaha , i think i love shoes that got ribbon .

hiek hiek .